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Dahlia Teck ke??

2011-08-07T06:36:00.000-07:00

As we already know, ni lah awek baru Khairul Fahmi Che Mat a.k.a Apek.. semua org tercari2 identiti si Dahlia ni..Just nak share, pics yg lain ...so, tadaaaaa...ni la awek baru KFCM.. so, what do u say?

student uitm & umah seram at sect. 2 Shah Alam (base on a true story)

2011-03-26T23:19:00.000-07:00

Actually story ni dpt from email time kat office.biase la, dowang ske forward2 email kat office. And menurut senior kat office yg dulu juga merupakan ex student uitm gak, dia kate cite ni mmg kisah benar, and semua org da tau da psl ni..so kepada korg yg xtau lg, selamat membaca..

9 tahun lepas aku dpt smbung bljar kt uitm shah alam. So,perkara pertama yg kna fikir ialah aku nk duk mn sbb ak xdpt hostel. Oleh sbb kerajinan & keperihatinan yg ada kt aku n kwn2,maka dpt le aku ngn kwn2 aku umah sewa.....dekat2 area seksyen 2. Berhampiran ngan wet world [kalo korang tau la].

Uma tu bunglow 2 tingkat ngan 4 bilik. 3 bilik kt atas n 1 bilik kt bwh. Kitorg semua berlapan,kiranya 2 org utk 1 blk la. Aku ringkaskan je la,kitorg msuk umah tu ngan perasaan berbelah bahagi. best, suke, pelik, rimas, takut semua ada.

Pertama,tuan umah hanya amik rm50 je sbg deposit n sewa prtama hanya byr bile msuk bln kedua kami duduk uma tu. Kiranya bln prtama ni free la....[?]
Kedua,tuan umah x bg kitorg bwk brg bnyk2 sbb nnt pnat nk angkat blk katanya...
Ketiga,pokok ara tepi umah tu bsr sgt smpai dahan dia bleh msuk kt tingkap blk atas.

Mlm pertama duk uma tu kitorg xtido sbb sibuk punggah n kemas brg+lyan dvd korea. Citer seramnya start ms hari kedua. xpayah nk tunggu mlm,siang2 pon kitorg dah kna kacau. Azmi "dagu" org first kena.

Ms tu br kol 10.30pg [anggaran aku la], si Azmi ni bgun nk memerut. So dia g la toilet bwh tu tp dlm toilet ada org [sbb pintu tutup]. Toilet atas plak rosak, tuan umah kta nnt dia btulkan. Tunggu punye tunggu, xkuar-kuar org dlm tandas ni. Jd Azmi ni memekik la soh cpt sket kuar sbb dia xtahan. Akibat jeritan c azmi ni, abis satu umah bgun gi tengok peehal. Yg peliknya, kitorg berlapan smua ada, abih tu sape yg kt dlm tandas ni? Pintu toilet lak berkunci siap ada bunyi org flush jamban lg.... Dlm reramai ni,Lan sorg je yg berani sket [mgkin psl dia ni keturunan bugis kot], dia g rentap pintu toilet tu smpai trbukak. Xde org tp dr kesan yg ad,pintu tu mmg dikunci dr dlm. Last2 si azmi xjdk berak...mngkin psl takut kot.

Mlm tu kitorg kna lg teruk.

Ms aku nyenyak tdo mlm tu tetiba jek ad org tarik dua2 belah kaki auk sampai jatuh dr katil. Kepala aku terhentak dulu kt lantai!! Ape lg,hangin la aku sbb ingat bdk2 nk wt pedajal kt ak tp bl aku bangun xde org plak. Yg ad cume c Lan yg ngah membuta kt katil atas. Ak x rs Lan yg buat sbb confirm dia tdo mati. Bl ak kuar bilik, ak dgr bdk2 ngah ketawe. Rupenya diorg ngah layan dvd kt hall bwh. Ak pon msuk blk balik sbb still bingung lg tp br ak terperasan ms ak ngah jengah kebawah td ak perasan Lan ada!! Bukan ke td ak nmpk dia ngah membute dlm bilik? Ahh suda...
Dgn perasaan berani2 takut ak tgok atas katil Lan ada bonjol bwh selimut,kiranya mcm ad org la. Ak tarik kain selimut tu n guess what? ad batu nisan yg da retak2 dn otomatiknya blk ak diselubungi bau hapak+hanyir yg sgt2 kuat.

Ms ni korg jgn tnya ak la ape aku buat sbb kalo menda ni jdk kt korg pon xkan korg nk stay lg dlm blk tu btol x? Ak rs kaki ak da x jejak tanah da sbb lari laju sgt. Aku lari kuar dr bilik tu & g ke hall sbb nk gtau member2 ak la kononnya tp yg mcm haram jadahnya member ak sorg pon da xde kt hall. Nk tau diorg kt ner? semua da duduk kt luar umah!! Rupanya diorg awal2 lg da kna kacau. Yg lakhanat nye, xde sorg pon kejutkan ak....taik betol diorg ni.

Lepas diorg tenangkan aku, kitorg decide nk buat ape skang sbb skang ni da pkul 3 pg. Nk mtk tlg tok imam,umah tok imam pon kitorg xtau. Nk mtk tlg jiran, kiri kanan umah kitorg cina. Last2 salleh ajk lepak restoran hakim jek smpai pg. Bunyinya mcm senang tp memasing semua xpakai baju pastu pakai boxer ngan kain pelikat jek. Mau x mau trpaksalah jgk kitorg msuk uma tu balik sbb nk amik suar, wallet n kunci motor.
Oleh sbb bilik c Bob ngan Naim je yg kt bwh, maka kitorg decide le nk pinjam baju n suar dia. Masing2 tkut nk naik tingkat atas. Wallet pn ak tinggal. Masing2 pakat gn duit naim lu. Nasib baik kunci motor kitorg sangkut kt dinding [tmp penyangkut]. Ms nk kuar dr rumah tu, Wak plak perasan ad bdk pompuan kt pintu dapur ngah senyum sambil babai tgn kt dia. Yg ak plak bole trperasan bdk tu jgk sbb ak tgk muka wak da kejung+pucat lesi. Sekali bdk tu senyum rs mcm nk trkincit dlm suar la... Kepala lutut ak menggigil sampai kt restoran hakim!!!!

Lepas smp kt restoran hakim tu,memasing sibuk buka cerita trmasuk ngan ak skali la. Memula Wak cerita la,mlm tu lebih kurang kol 12 lebih,dia sibuk download lagu tetiba ad bunyi mcm org baling batu kt tingkap bilik dia. Bl dia jengah,dia nmpk ad sorang pompuan duk kt atas pokok kayu ara sblh umah tu,pakai bju putih + kekuningan+ koyak2+ rambut panjang. Yg sadisnya,pompuan huduh tu boleh senyum kt dia plak. Wak ni ape lg tutup tingkap bilik dia n terus nk kuar g bilik ak la kononnya. Malangnye, lg sekor plak hantu duk kt dpn pintu bilik dia tp kali ni antu budak. So dia amik keputusan terjun dr tingkap bilik dia ke bawah. Akibatnya, kaki dia terkehel. Nasib baik jek xpatah.

Azmi "dagu" plak cter la yg dia nmpk ad bdk pompuan babai tgn kt dia[yg ni, ak pon kna gak ok]. Ak confirm yg bdk ni bkn manusia sbb ak tgk kaki dia xde!! Sam plak cter dia nmpk hantu tu kt siling umah! Bile buka mate jek, antu tu bebetol "eye to eye" ngan dia. Kiranya memasing semua kena kacau la ni. Dan ak org yg last cerita.

Ak ckp la yg aku kna tarik dua2 kaki ms tido smp kepala ak terhentak kt lantai. Pastu ak ckp le yg ak nmpk diorg ngah layan dvd kt hall tp c Azmi tetiba nyampuk "bile ms plak kitorg tgk dvd ni?". Rerupanya xde sorg pon yg tgk dvd pg tu!! Dah tu, sape yg ak nmpk? haru betol.....kaki aku yg dr td menggigil makin brtambah kuat menggigil.

Ngah sibuk2 berborak,aku terbau sesuatu yg kurang enak. member2 ak yg lain pon bau gak. Rupanya si Azmi ni td da terkencing dlm suar sbb takut sgt. Nasib baik mlm tu xramai sgt org kt Restoran Hakim tu. Malu betol. Ak plak bleh ternampak si Sam pakai selipar sebelah lain. Dr sibuk2 cter seram terus jdk cter klakar plak.

Tengah sibuk2 ketawe, br kitorg perasan yg si Salleh ngan Naim xde ngan kitorg. Yg ad cume kami berenam. Ak, Azmi dagu, Sam banjar,Wak, Bob ngan Lan. Dlm ramai2 tu cuma Bob sorg jek yg bwk hp, so kitorg try call Naim tp xde org angkat. try call Salleh plak, sama gak xde org angkat. Pastu Lan amik hp Bob tu, dia bc apa ntah agaknye pastu dia soh Bob call naim lg skali. Bob call n bukak loud speaker. Korang tau ape jd? ad suare pompuan ngilai. Gila2 punye ngilai la sampai meremang bulu roma aku. Kami berenam terus terdiam. Last2 kitorg sepakat akan tunggu smpai pg esok br blk umah tu semula n cari Naim ngan Salleh. Lepas dgr suare pompuan ngilai kt hp tu, xde sorang pon antara kitorg brckp....smp subuh!!

Pukul 7.30pg br kitorg blah dr Hakim. Hati aku masih lg kuat berdebar-debar.Yg lelain ak xtau la. Smp kt dpn umah, ak tgk pintu umah ngan gate da trbukak seluas-luas nye. Ni kalo pencurik masuk ni, memang dia kaye sbb laptop,wallet ngan hp kitorg semua tinggal camtu aje. Bulu tengkuk aku masih lg meremang.Xde sape berani msk umah tu dulu...Aku ingat, ada la 20-30 minit kitorg duk tercanggak kt dpn umah sbb xde sape berani masuk. Ntah camne agaknye hp Bob berbunyi. Hati aku da x sedap. Jgn la kate antu tu call kitorg soh msuk umah. Lan yg angkat. Sebenarnya dlm reramai geng ak ni, Lan la yg paling berani tp kekadang dia jd penakut jgk la. Pihak hospital call, katanya Naim ad kt wad emergency hospital klang. Eksiden katanya. Pihak hospital kata, ada miss call dr no.hp Bob ni, tu yg dia call no.hp Bob ni...ooo00 br ak phm. Yg peliknya Naim eksiden?

Memasing da serba salah jadinya. Bingung pon iye jgk. Xtau samada nk melawat Naim kt hospital klang or cari Salleh yg hilang. Akhirnya kitorg call tuan rmh utk tgk ape yg patut. Ak ngan Sam plak g hospital klang tgk keadaan naim cmne. Kalo mmg tenat sgt, ak inform yg lelain soh dtg la. Yg lain ak soh cari salleh kt keliling umah, takut2 dia kna sorok. Kami masing2 tawakal aje. Ms otw g hspital klang ni, ak xtau la c sam pecut smpai berape tp hati ak masih lg kuat ckp yg hal ni x abis lg.

Smp hospital,aku terus cr Naim. Sebak betol hati ak tgk Naim serius parah. Kaki dia teruk. Doktor kata kena lenyek ngn keta or something else la. Kes dia ni langgar lari. Naluri ak kuat ckp yg umor Naim ni x panjang sbb darah bnyk gile kuar. Sam plak xsanggup tengok, air mata dia da berjurai-jurai cam air terjun. Doktor pon ckp yg dia ni da nyawa2 ikan,xdpt nk tlg bnyk. Ak duduk kt tepi Naim, dia bole brckp lg tp sangkut2. Dia mntk maap sbb buatkan kitorg jdk susah. Berulang-ulang kali dia mntk maap tp ak msh lg xdpt tangkap ape yg dia ckp ni. Akhirnya dia meninggal gak...Ak gagahkan hati ak tepon kengkawan lain gtau psl Naim da meninggal. Ak tgk Sam da trduduk kt tepi balkoni ngan mata merah sbb nangis bnyk sgt. X lama pastu parrents Naim dtg. Ak x sanggup nk tunggu lg n ajak sam balik shah alam.

Smpai kt umah, aku tgk ramai gler org ngah cari salleh tp xjumpe. Abis satu umah dia geledah. Lastly,ad org tua kt situ mntk tlg ngan sorang ustaz. Ak tak ingt pe name ustaz tu tp lepas asar br kitorg jumpe salleh duduk kt atas busut blkg umah. Yg herannya, da 5,6 kali org cari tp xde plak jumpe dia kt situ. x kisah la janji jumpe balik salleh ni. Kitorg pnye la suke jumpe c salleh ni blk. Memasing amik keputusan pindah dr umah tu haritu jgk. Kebetulan plak kt sek7 [pintu blkang uitm] ad satu umah utk disewa, kitorg pindah situ la. Brg2 naim kitorg angkut skali. Terus terang ak ckp, mmg ak hangin gile tgk muke tuan umah sbb xgtau yg umah ni "keras".ptut la dia soh byr rm50 jek dl pastu xbg bwk brg bnyk2. Chisss......

Aku demam 3 hari.

Jenazah naim selamat dikebumikan kt Raub,Pahang.

Seminggu lepas tu,keadaan da ok sket cume salleh jek yg sakit2 bdn. Akhirnya mulut aku trgerak nk tny salleh pe yg brlaku sbnrnye sbb sblm naim meninggal tu dia ada ckp kt aku soh tnya salleh satu rahsia. Rupenya ms hari 1st day kitorg msuk umah tu, Naim ngn salleh da wt hal. Dia g cangkulnya busut kt blkg umah tu. C naim plak boleh kuis2 ngan kaki dia. Mgkin psl tu la kaki dia eksiden kot [dlm hati aku la]. Pastu salleh cter la,kn ada mlm yg kitorg satu uma kna kacau tu dia ngn naim pon kna gak. Tp antu tu siap kejar diorg lg smp kt jln. Diorg punya la cuak smp lari ke tengah jln. Ntah mn dtgnya keta tetiba da hentam diorg. naim trcmpak kt tgh jln, yg dia plak kt tepi. Dtg keta lain terus lenyek kaki naim. Pastu,salleh kata dia terus xsedar pape smpailah kitorg jmpe dia atas busut tu. Yg peliknya,cmne dia boleh duk kt atas busut sedangkan dia kata dia da lari kt tgh jln bsr? Nape naim sorg yg kna teruk sgt tp salleh x?

Akhirnya aku dpt jawapan sbnr. X lama lpas salleh cter ngn aku, dia jatuh sakit. Xtau la sakit pe tp 3 bln pastu dia meninggal. Famili dia sndiri bingung sbb doktor pon xtau sakit c salleh. Tp ak yakin, kes ni ada kaitan ngn busut yg diorg gi gali tu. Ak ngan geng2 ak yg lain smpat ziarah arwah salleh. Paling xbole tahan Bob sbb dia roomate ngan Naim. Mmg ak tau dia sedih sgt......Yg xbole ak lupe, kitorg semua nangis masa angkat jenazah salleh. Rs sedih sgt ms tu..

Aku, Azmi dagu, Sam banjar,Wak, Bob ngan Lan, semua skali slmt abiskan pgajian kt uitm ni. Buat naim ngn salleh, kitorg tetap akn ingat ko smp bebila...al-fatihah

Ops..Umah bunglow kt seksyen 2 tu smp skang ad lg [agaknye]. Tiap kali ak lalu kt area situ mst ak rs sedih sgt. Lg satu,ms hari last kitorg kt umah tu, si Wak da trtinggal hp dia kt bilik atas. So pada sesape yg berani, boleh la amik hp tu tp itupun kalo korang berani la...nokia 3310

Diet Mengikut Jenis Darah

2011-03-25T09:44:00.001-07:00

Jenis A dan AB adalah dua kumpulan yang tahan dengan diet vegan; vegetarian.

Struktur protin pengalihlectin, diketahui terdapat dalam makanan, mempunyai tindakbalas spesifik dalam sel-sel, tisu-tisu dan sistem imun bergantung pada jenis darah.

Oleh demikian adalah disyorkan:

Jenis O : mengambil lebih protin dari sumber haiwan; focus dalam menangani dan menguruskan perasaan marah; mengambil bahagian dalam riadah berat; mengawal tabiat melawan.

Jenis A : mengambil makanan dari sumber sayur dan ulam; menumpukan menguruskan tekanan (stress); melibatkan riadah ringan bagi menangani stress; rehat antara tugasan harian bagi mendapat tumpuan kerja/tugas.

Jenis B : pelbagaikan diet; tumpukan kepada minda yang kreatif; melibatkan dalam meditasi bagi menangani stress; elakkan tindakbalas emosi berlebihan.

Jenis AB: Makan sedikit tetapi lebih kerap; tumpukan dalam membaikkan kecenderungan spiritual; riadah ringkas tetapi berulang-ulang dalam sehari bagi mendapatkan tenaga; elakkan berperasaan diasingkan.

rujukan dari:

MAHADI BIN ARIFIN, R Ph

Takkan lupe movie ni sampai bile2!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-02-17T07:36:00.000-08:00

Mesti korang semua ada favorite movie kan?previously, i really2x deymn ♥

"A Walk To Remember"

Cerita yg sgt2 best,sedih,sweet n mcm2 lg la..plus,im a BIG fan of Mandy Moore ~he..(wlaupun xfeel sgt time tgk movie tu, coz member2 da bg tau ending..so jd cm xbest n xfeel..)

sgt la suka until......

tertengok satu movie yang tersangat2 lah best! seriously mmg best smpai nangis gile2..air mata berjurai2 mcm buka paip air..(oke,skrg semua ingat sy seorang yg kuat nanges,ati tisu, gedik or pape..but the fact is,sy seorang yg sgt2 susa utk nanges..seriously..n kalo nangis tu maksudnye mmg btl2 da xleh tahan la tu..)

Cerita romantic ♥ story..tp berbeza dgn "A Walk To Remember" yg berkisarkan ttg cinta remaja..cerita yg ni, lebih dewasa ckit.(ala, cerita pasal org tua becinta la ni.bosan la. :P ..) ehem2,sila tgk dulu oke.... then br judge..haha :P BUT then, karang kalo ckp best sgt cite tu, nanti kowang ada high expectation la pulak, kan..? so, kowang kne la tgk sendiri,then br bole comment..

Last but not least, kalo ada intention utk lyn movie tu, sila hayati n fahami jln cerita tu betul2..coz cerita tu memerlukan daya fikiran yg kreatif n kritis utk memahaminya.and kalo perlu, kowang bole la bwk calculator,pensel n kertas utk buat calculation, draft or watsoeva la..mcm nak jwb exam paper master in finance ..haha...

presenting;

"The Lake House"

p/s: skarang tgh kemaruk nak cari novel n dvd "The Lake House" btw, i rate this movie with ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ (4/5 love)

I-City - Shah Alam

2010-10-31T01:37:00.000-07:00

This week activity is:
Eating+Hanging around

Location:
i-City, Shah Alam. Selangor

Victim:
Adib :)

i-City located in Shah Alam, Selangor is known as the city of digital lights. It is recognised at the first lightscape tourism destination in Malaysia with state-of- the-art LED technology showcase.

its a Wishing Tree ;)

poor cuties,starving~

and this one is, a Fairy Tales tree ! best among the best^_^

wanna see more picta?check it out at my Facebook..
till then~

Kenapa kita takut utk Putus cinta?

2010-10-27T07:35:00.000-07:00

kenapa kita takut utk putus cinta?
- sbb kita takut kita xkn jumpa org yg lebih baik dari dia..
- kita gak malas nak mulakan langkah baru utk berkenalan dgn org lain..cth, u suka mkn ape?u suka warna ape?u anak no bape? (aduihhh..apa daa..)

kita xperlu takut kerana,
- setiap yang berlaku, pasti ada hikmahnya..Allah maha adil...dan xperlu la kita ingat pasangan kita setia sgt terhadap kita.sedangkan spare part keliling pinggang..so, xperlu la kita rase sedih pada org yg xhargai kita, sedangkan mereka bergelak tawa kebahagiaan tanpa memikirkan kita walau sesaat.. (cewah..haha..)

Paling penting skali,
xperlu rasa sedih pun kalau 1 hari nanti anda terserempak dgn si dia bersama kekasih hati yang baru sdg begembira..DAN xperlu la kita nak terfikir, "mesti si dia sdg nyanyikan lagu utk kekasih hati dia yg baru tuh.." (sbb dulu time kapel si dia salu nyanyikan utk kita..) KERANA semua yang mereka sedang lalui itu, semua kita da dapat dulu ;D so, gf baru dowang sume tu xperlu la nak rasa bahagia or bangga sangat pon. coz apa yang dia dapat, kita pon da dapat dulu larrrrr....hahahahaa (sambil ketawa jahat) what a lame~

sekian terima kasih

Kisah Benar: Nasi Ayam BerULAT

2010-10-17T01:35:00.000-07:00

ME & Miss Diamond

Yesterday would be a nitemare for me... Disajikan menu Nasi Ayam berulat kat S_p M_L_T_P.. Baru jek makan utk suapan pertama, and nak sedia utk suapan kedua...Time elok2 tengah belah ayam tu, ternampak ulat kecik2 warna putih merayap2 dalam daging ayam tu..D**M!!! terus terkeluar balik suapan yang pertama td! euwwwwwwwwwwwwww....................! geli giler!

Tp xsempat nak amek pic sbb da panik sgt tgk mende tu. sumpah xnak mkn ns ayam kt c2 lagi!!

Then petang tu, cuba melupakan kejadian dgn hangout bersama Miss Double S ...

Activity:
Hanging around and watsoeva..plus, wantching movie, 'The other Guy'

p/s: the best thing yg xleh lupa that nite, ktowang sempat meng-usha 1 mamat hensem gile tahap cipan . bertambah nsem bila dia act cool and xgedik..wuu~ :P hehe.. then, sesat time nak balik, xjumpa jln kua nk gi tempat parking kereta, balasan akibat meng-usha mamat tuh.haha..

view more picta on my Facebook.
till then~

Apakah 3 cita-cita yang korang tulis dalam kad hijau time primary school dulu? ;P

2010-10-09T23:28:00.000-07:00

There a few question that keep bugging me and it really distract me

What is ur ambition? i mean, ambition yg korang sume bagi tahu kt cikgu time assessment kad hijau time skolah rendah dulu. :P of course la ada 3 cita2 yang kena stated kan?
Dah tercapai ke?

my answer:
me, i guess, 1 da tercapai..BUT then, should i pursue to my 2nd dream or what?
BECAUSE:
My work is not really a fun job after all..so kdg2 rase terfikir nak move to the other job, which is also my ambition..so, perlu ke??? *confused*
AND :
Whether u realize or not.. makin dewasa,makin banyak pulak cita2 yang korang nak jadi..ex: nak jadi, cikgu, polis, business women, politician or pape jek la. which is yang korang sendiri pun xpernah terfikir nak jadi time study dulu.. nafsu untuk memilih perkerjaan seumur hidup mcm nafsu utk memilih makanan time di bulan puasa... hehe :P

I just wondering, agaknye cmne ngan org lain kan..hurm~

Life as a bachelor... (who cares ??haha..)

2010-10-09T22:43:00.000-07:00

Its a boring weekEND..so ini jek la masa yg ada untuk update blog yang da lama sgt2 tak update ni..

Work life is sucks especially if u r single. But lucky for me, because i have lots of friends surrounding me, so tak de la rase bosan sgt as a single lady.(lady ke? :P hehe..)

My daily routine:
Kt tempat kerja ari2 gelak2 ngan colleague..sampai bos pon usha jek.coz pelik tgk ktowang bergelak ketawa sepanjang hari.hahaha.. PLUS, my desk da la straight in front of my bos office..haha.. so lagi senang la die dgr.. :P but, do i care?wekk..

Balik kerja lak, sambung gelak2 ngan housemate..activity yg normally ktowang buat, is, shopping, dinnering, kareoke-ing, cooking, mopping, cleaning and etc..n abnormal activity yg ktowang wat lak, kicking, shouting, gossiping, hanging,lingering and all the -ing larh .haha...Bila da penat, tgk tv kejap,and tido... -_- zZzzZz~

having a great life as a bachelor..haha.. ٩(-̮̮̃-̃)۶

I dont mind if im not ur first love♥....i just want to be ur LAST love♥.. till end~

2010-07-24T09:45:00.000-07:00

Korang pernah tak rasa benci and marah sgt2 kat ex kowang? Rasa meluat, nak cekik2,n tumbuk muka bagi pecah..(pergh,kejam2..he..) pernah x?Mesti pernah kn...?

But me, i dunno y, i didnt mad nor hate my ex at all..Maybe bcoz i ♥ him more than anyone b4..and syg sgt2 sampai akan turut berasa gembira sekiranya dia bahagia disamping gf baru.. (mesti u all xcaya kn?Me too!! it is sooo NOT me! but then, this is what i feel rite now..uhm, tp tipu la kalau xnangis kan..mesti nangis sbb sedih, but at the same time happy coz dia bahagia..)

Kalau perpisahan ni boleh buat dia bahagia, then i dunt mind to let him go~Memang nampak mcm senang jek kn,as easy as 123. But trust me,its totally NOT! For sure akan sedih.. Ya Allah, sedih sgt2! Tp akn lagi sedih kalau tgk dia xbahagia.. Bcuz i ♥ him very2 much. i dunt want to see, he is unhappy with me.. I am happy, if he is happy.. (hard to believe ait? but then, this words come from the bottom of my heart♥●•٠.i really2 meant it!) :'(

And sampai sekarang,bila ternampak nama dia appear kt phone, jantung bedegup kencang sampai xleh nak jwb call..sumpah xtipu!! Then, bila dia call, ase neves sgt2 nk jwb call, amek mase nak tarik nafas dulu.I dunno y n what is happening to me!?I never felt like that before..!!gosh..and u know what,its not easy for me to be his friend.i try so hard to act cool in front of him..but if that makes him happy, i dunt mind~

but i just want him to know:
- i never mad nor hate him.

because:
- i ♥ him more than i love myself and more than i loved anyone before .. (i know, he didnt care bout that, but sokay..)

i hope:
- He will found the one that he is looking for.. Wish him all the best and happiness...(sincerely..)

but if:
-he couldnt find it..i will always be there, right besides him...

-end-

Ayam-pox?isap!! (translation: Chickenpox?sucks!!)

2010-04-18T21:14:00.000-07:00

Hurm..arini, 19 april 2010, maka dengan rasminya, bertambah la umurku..But then,tak dpt nak celebrate bufday pun, coz kena chickenpox! Actually, rasenye b4 ni da penah kena da pun, but maybe tak keluar habis aritu, then kena agi.. dats sucks man!argh! Its totally ruin my plan babe!

I’d already planned my schedule properly.. Walaupun skarang ni da pun bekerja as an Executive in 1 of those commercial bank, but I want to achieve more than that. So, my schedule for last and this month quite full larh.. Lots of activities and interviews need to be attend. Including an interview with Air Asia and a test for the post as Penguasa Kastam and Imigresen.. (FYI, semuanya berlaku pd waktu yg agak dekat and rapat..so sgt bz time tu)

But then, bole plak kena chickenpox time kesibukan berada di tahap maximum ni! Argh! Dugaan btl..Tp papepun, dgn penuh semangat, pegi jugak la buat test tuh, walaupun dgn cikenpox2..But then, yg interview ngan Air Asia tuh of course la xpegi kan..Coz, confirm awal2 da kne reject..isk..Frust btl.. :( After all,I believe, Allah had a better plan for me..InsyaAllah..

Air Asia, MAS and Fireflyz, wait for me!!

2010-03-24T20:31:00.000-07:00

Hehe..ola gurls..! and cik intan, u think im gonna make a jokes to you?no im not…wait till end of dis year, I’ll make sure that I’ll be a stewardess in one of those academy ;p (hahaa..berangan..hey, without dreaming, dreams would never come true tho..)

Actually, I don’t have a confident to try it, since u know, im not that hot, bubbly and high self esteem kinda chick.But while im doing my intern at one of the commercial Bank, some of the officer and manager persuade me to try it on. Of course I said to them that im not qualified! (gile…that ain't going to happen man!!!!! and i think, they are trying to make a jokes on me..) ;p

But, i realise that they are quite serious about this when i finished my intern. They keep on persuade me to try it on, they said, we never know until we tried it.. And the officer also told me that 1 of his cousin is a stewardess, and he can be sure, I can get it, at least qualified to the next level..haha.. Then,after i think, and think, and think…I decide, why not, to give it a try, just for fun and experience..at least, there is something to tell to my children one day..haha.. :p

But before that, there are several things that i need to be prepared in order to wait until the date..So, my mode now is: to pampering myself and attending some stupid grooming class..haha :p

PLUS: i got some tips and motivation from SHARIFAH SHAWATI tho!! :D hehe.. she told me, to be prepared and always know that, if i didn't get the opportunity, maybe it is not my fate to be there, and maybe Allah had a better plan for me..so never be afraid in what im doing... :D

when man talk about MEN

2010-03-23T19:05:00.000-07:00

Im the type that,will learn from the past experience and every single little thing that i'd done in my life, and take it as a lesson to learn.

After SPM, I've once worked as a clerk in one Chinese company. The bos niece was very close to me and likes to share stories with me. But one of his story that I remember until now is the one about man behave. He told me that Chinese people always said:

“laki yang baik tu adalah laki yang miskin, and yang kaya tu yang jahat”

At first, I dont really understand what he is trying to say. But he explained to me by saying:

“cuba u tgk, katakanlah contoh yang paling dekat, ur bf...skarang dia mmg la sgt baik, tp cuba kalau satu hari nnti dia ada byk duit, mesti dia xkan baik mcm skarang punya lah..mesti dia lupa kat u, n then xlayan u mcm skarang dia lyn u..dia xkan tolerate ngan u..trust me..or u bayangkan la sape2 jek la yang baik skarang ni, ur dad ke..(dad?? ;p haizzzz ) kalau dia kaya, mesti dia xbtgjwb sgt”

Hurmm..i guess it is quite true ait?then, he told me:

“cuba u tgk laki yang kaya, mana ada yang baik, semua jht2..mesti main perempuan punya maa…”

Erk!!hurm…its kinda opened my eyes..and I bet, it is quite right…and he also told me about women, he said, women is vice versa from man.he said:

“perempuan pulak, kalo u nak jadi kaya, u kena jd jahat..”

Hurm..i think, he got his own point there.And i admit that what he said is quite right..it is not about what races u are, as long as they are a MAN, they will share the same behave i guess..i just want to share with other and let us just think a bit about it..

read it till end or else u will regret it..

2010-03-12T00:06:00.000-08:00

There was once a guy who was very much in love with this girl. This romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of papercranes as a gift to his girl. Although, at that time he was just a small executive in his company, his future doesn't seemed too bright,but they were very happy together. Until one day, his girl told him she was going to Paris and will never come back. She also told him that she cannot visualize any future for the both of them, so let's go their own ways there and then... heartbroken, the guy agreed.

When he regained his confidence, he worked hard day and night, slogging his body and mind just to make something out of himself. Finally with all these hardwork and with the help of friends, this guy had set up his own company...

One rainy day, while this guy was driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella in the rain walking to some destination. Even with the umbrella, they were still drenched. It didn't take him long to realize those were his ex-girlfriend's parents. With a heart in getting back at them, he drove slowly beside the couple, wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan. He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same anymore, he had his own company, car, condo, etc. He had made it in life!

Before the guy can realise, the couple was walking towards a cemetary,and he got out of his car and followed them...and he saw his ex-girlfriend, a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at him from her tombstone... and he saw his precious papercranes in a bottle placed beside her tomb. Her parents saw him. He walked over and asked them why this had happened. They explained, she did not leave for France at all. She was stricken ill with cancer. In her heart, she had believed that he will make it someday, but she did not want her illness to be his obstacle ... therefore she had chosen to leave him.

She had wanted her parents to put his papercranes beside her, because, if the day comes when fate brings him to her again he can take some of those back with him. The guy just wept ...the worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them but knowing you can't have them and will never see them again.
The End."

A tragic story that perhaps happens only in the movies. At the end of the day, money is money is money but love is divine. In our quest for our material wealth, take time to make time for our loved ones. There will be a time when we have only memories to cling to.

So, appreciate what we have now, before we lost everything tomorrow..

dear Allah, give me the strenght to face it once again..

2010-03-08T11:40:00.000-08:00

I am not a good blogger and I think, blogging about my own self will bring no privacy to me. But now I realize, blogging is not about exposing yourself to the public, but to express what you feels or what you think..

When nobody besides u, nobody want to listen to u, this is the only way for u to express what u feel.. this is how I feel tonight, I usually motivate other and always be a good listener towards my friends problem, I try my best to help them and solve their problem. But when it comes back to me, nobody there for me and I'm struggling to motivate my own self and try to look strong in front of other, while i'm too fragile in the inside..

People who don’t know me might think I have a great life, always get everything that I want. Plus, im the only girl in my family, so they always think that I got everything’s the best in my family. But the truth is, life is truly ain’t like a bouquet of roses to me. Everything that I ever wanted in my life, I had to struggle to get it. They only looked at me and knew me from the outside, they doesn’t even know me in the inside.

Ever since I was in primary school, I always wanted happiness in my life. I don’t know why I ever think about it. But I still remember when I was a child, every time performed solah, I will pray to Allah to give me such happiness if I have my own family and live happily with my love ones. (seriously!) Maybe because I don’t think I had such a loving family when I was a child. (i didn’t say that I have a bad family, they are great, and I love them very much! but sometimes, there is something that u couldn’t explain…)

However I'm starting to realize, the more u try to find the happiness, the more its try to get away from u..i don’t know why.. I am week enough to face this and I don’t think that I can face it once again…

Ya Allah, if u knew that this would happened , why did u met us and tear us apart? :’( I know I don’t have the right to question it, but I hope that I am strong enough to face it.. if I knew he is not my fate, I wouldn’t give him a chance to know me at the first place! :’(

LOVE.love.LOVE

2009-12-27T23:42:00.000-08:00

Dating is so insecure.
My last relationship,

I was always there for her and she dumped me.
I told her about it. I said,
Remember when your grandma died?
I was there.
Remember when you flunked out of school?
I was there.
Remember when you lost your job?
I was there!

She said, I know - you're bad luck.

p/s: hahahaa..soooo funny...but it is quite meannnn..isnt it ? ;p

Marsha - Yang terbaik

2009-12-23T00:21:00.000-08:00

I want to dedicate this song to him...
hope u all will enjoy it too :p

_______________________________

Ku selalu memikirkan tentang kita
Apa pun yang harapan yang dikejar
Kerna aku masih penuh rasa ragu
Melihat kau seperti tak bersungguh

Chorus

Jika kau mencinta
Berikanlah ku rasa
Diriku dah berikan yang terbaik
Dan bukannya nak mengungkit
Siapa benar siapa salah
Siapa menang siapa kalah
Dah berikan yang terbaik
Memaksa hati merisik
Mungkin kau bukan teman hidup
Yang terbaik untukku

Memang benar ku amat mencintai mu
Dan harapkan di sana pun begitu
Tetapi kau tak luahkan perasaan
Apa lagi memberikan ku kasih

Ulang Chorus 2X

lelaki bangsattttttttttttttttttttttt..........!

2009-11-23T20:41:00.000-08:00

bace dulu ni true story....
Seorang gadis berusia, 20-an menemui Dr. FAIZUL, seorang doktor pakar jiwa......

Gadis : "Doktor, saya merasa amat marah pada kekasih saya sehingga saya memanggilnya lelaki bangsat. Ada kalanya saya rasa dia keterlaluan, dan ada kalanya pula saya rasa memang patut saya memanggil dia seperti itu..."
Doktor : "Hmm.. panggilan itu memang hinaan yg agak melampaui batas untuk seseorang.. tapi, mungkin kamu punya sebab tersendiri memangilnya demikian. Ceritakanlah kpd saya agar saya dapat membantu.."
Gadis : "Ya memang ada.. pada satu malam kami berduaan dalam kereta di tepi pantai.Dia pegang tangan saya."
Doktor : "Dia pegang tangan kamu seperti ini?" dr Faizul memberi contoh..
Gadis : "Ya. seperti yg doktor lakukan"
Doktor : "Kalau hanya ini, tidak sepatutnya dia dipanggil bangsat. Itu tandanya dia tidak mau berpisah dgn kamu..."
Gadis : "Kemudian dia merapatkan badannya kepada saya dan memeluk bahu saya......"
Doktor : "Dia lakukan seperti inikah?"
Gadis : "Ya.. seperti inilah dia peluk saya doktor.."
Doktor : "Itu bukan bangsat, itu tandanya dia mau sentiasa berdampingan dgn kamu" kata drFaizul.
Gadis : "Kemudian dia cium saya."
Doktor : "Dia cium kamu seperti ini ?"
Gadis : "Ya.. Ciumannya sama seperti yg doktor lakukan."
Doktor : "Kalau sekadar ciuman seperti ini, masih belum boleh dipanggil bangsat, itu tandanya dia sayang kamu, kan ?"
Gadis : "Kemudian dia memasukkan tangannya kedalam baju saya & meraba2 saya doktor.."
Doktor : "Dia lakukan seperti ini kah?"
Gadis : "Ya, seperti yg doktor lakukan inilah cara dia memperlakukannya. ."
Doktor : "Itu bukan bangsat, itu tandanya dia mau membelai diri kamu.."
Gadis : "Kemudian dia menanggalkan semua pakaian saya satu persatu.."
Doktor : "Adakah kamu membantah tindakannya? "
Gadis : "Tidak, saya merelakannya sebab saya sayang dia.."
Doktor : "Dia tanggalkan pakaian kamu seperti ini ?"
Gadis : "Ya, sampai saya telanjang bulat seperti ini doktor..."
Doktor : "Itu masih belum layak dipanggil bangsat, kerana dia sememang ingin mengenali diri kamu sepenuhnya"
Gadis : "Kemudian dia mencumbui saya lalu melakukan hubungan seksual dgn saya ..." (selepas seketika.... )
Doktor : "Dia lakukan seperti yg kita lakukan tadi kah?"
Gadis : "Ya. Memang itulah yg dia lakukan ketika itu"
Doktor : "hmm, itu juga masih belum boleh dipanggil bangsat. Itu tandanya dia memerlukan kamu kan !"
Gadis : "Tapi kemudian dia memberitahu saya bahawa dia ada HIV positif"
Doktor : "HAH?? DIA..MEMANG .. BANGSAT!!..BANGSAAA TTT!!!!.. LELAKI BAAANGSAAAAAAAATTTT TT!!!!!!! !......

hahahahaha..
p/s: this is just for laugh ;p copyrite by cik intan

iBu KeMbAr 8 DisELAr HeBaT!!!

2009-03-06T05:17:00.000-08:00

"NADYA SULEMAN merupakan ibu tunggal yang melahirkan bayi kembar 8"

Ni pic perut dia time pregnant... Sgt2 dasyat kn? Ya allah, mcm mana la dia nak bwk perut dia tu kn?? Isk...Suatu yg menyeksakan gak la..huh~

Sebenarnya, maybe niat dia tu mmg baik, just nak anak ramai, since dia dulu anak tunggal.. Namun, masyarakat menyelar hebat tindakan dia ni, bkn sebab dia melahirkan anak kembar yang byk, tapi, di atas sbb2 yang berikut:

1) Cara dia dptkn baby tu mengunakan teknik penyuburan benih.. Dia bukan berkahwin dan dptkn anak dgn cara yg normal, tp dgn dptkn benih dari lelaki which she claim to be her friend.. so, ramai la yang xberapa setuju ngn tindakan dia ni..

2) Dia ni juga, bukan lah dari family yang kaya raya.. Dia tinggal dgn emak dia di sebuah rumah yg hanya mempunyai 2bilik.. So, could u imagine that??? Camne la die nak muatkan anak dia yang seramai 14 org tuh...?

3) Dia ni gak tak bekerja...(tp rasenye, previously she work as a psychiatric nurse )

4) Cantik, tapi single..Sebanarnye benda ni bkn la satu kesalahan pun..Tp benda ni menimbulkan keraguan semua org la, sbb dia ni ada pakej lengkap, kalo nak bf tu, msti bole dpt punye la.. And mak dia pun mula meragui kewarasan dia..hurm..sian gak..

Ada banyak lagi reason kenapa dorang xsetuju and mula meragui dan mempertikaikan tindakan dia tu..And, dorang gak conclude yang dia ni OBSES terhadap Angelina Jolie..

Just tgk jek la pic ni...Sekali pandang, mmg mcm Angelina kan???TP menurut sumber, ni pic Nadya Suleman time pregnant.. Style, muka, rambut and bibir.. Mmg lebih kurang..

Dia dikatakan obses terhadap Angelina Jolie

Ramai yang cakap dia cuba meniru pasangan Angelina-Pitt.Sedangkan, Angelina-Pitt tu kaya raya, mampu tanggung semua anak2 dia disamping dapat bagi keselesaan dan pelajaran yang baik untuk anak2 dia. So, tak per la..Situation dia ngan Angelina sgt2 berbeza, dan ramai yang marah n rasa tindakan si Nadya ni xberapa nak btl..

Hurmm.. Ntah la...Persoalanya,

Mampukah dia berikan kehidupan yang baik berserta kasih sayang yg adil untuk anak2 dia?

Fikir-fikir kan lah yer~

iNgAtAN + pEsAnAN uNtUk DiRi sEnDiRi

2009-02-28T23:51:00.000-08:00

Bila Allah cepat makbulkan Doamu, Maka DIA Menyayangimu,
Bila DIA Lambat Makbulkan doamu, Maka DIA Ingin Mengujimu,
Bila DIA Tidak Makbulkan Doamu, Maka Dia Merancang Sesuatu Yang lebih Baik Untukmu.

Oleh itu, Sentiasalah Bersangka Baik Pada ALLAH Dalam Apa Jua Keadaan Pun...
Kerana Kasih sayang ALLAH Itu Mendahului KemurkaanNya.

Hantarlah pesanan ini kepada orang yang anda tidak akan lupa dan hantarkan juga kepada orang yang menghantar pesanan ini. Ini adalah pesanan pendek untuk menyatakan yang anda sentiasa mengingatinya. Kalau anda tidak menghantar pesanan ini, bermakna anda sudah mula melupakan kawan-kawan anda. Ambillah sedikit masa dan anda sudah pasti memberi keceriaan kepada seseorang atau mungkin mengubah hidup mereka kepada yang lebih baik, InsyaALLAH ….

jOm KiTe tEkA, iNi TRUE LOVE or TRUE LUST..hE...

2009-02-22T03:44:00.000-08:00

Tgk, ni blom pape lagi da gadoh2...

Hahaaaa.....

Yang ni story pasal boy ni umur 13 tahun, then jadi seorang daddy bile gilfriend nye yg berumor 15tahun ni pregnant...

Tapi, mengikut story dari ayah dak laki ni, die kate, anak die xbg gf die gugurkn kandungan coz die nk jaga baby tu..

Then die sanggup hantar gf die gi medical checkup sume, sdgkn pd waktu tu, kanak2 sbaye die sume sibuk2 maen playstation kt umah.. tp, dak boy ni, mek decision jd seorang yg btggjwb..

K la, di pendekkan cite, i conclude that,

This is maybe true love la kowt...
hahaha..

Yang ni plak, happened pd Valentine's day 09

Dowang wat record kissing ramai2

Hah, so yang ni kowang rase ape?

is it LOVE or LUST?

pape pon,
'lu pikir la sendiri yer..'

heheee~

iN yOuR oPPiNiOn, dO yOu tHiNk tHaT TRUE LOVE iS eXiSt??

2009-02-22T03:10:00.000-08:00

topik ni simple jek..
just nak tau, nape u fall in love with ur couples
and, do you think that TRUE LOVE is exist?
=p heheh..

because i dont believe in such things...
biasenye kalo kite suke kt someone tu, msti bersebab kan..?
contohnye sbb die handsome, sbb die kaye ke n bla bla bla so on...
betol x? heheh =p

alaa..kalo ade pon dlm dunie ni, maybe 1 out of 10 00 lar..
so, whats your oppinion? heheh

the question is :

wHy yOu fALL iN LoVe wiTh tHe HiM / HeR ??

dO yOu tHinK tHaT iT iS yOuR tRuE loVe?

DiEt fEvEr !!!!

2009-02-18T22:46:00.000-08:00

Gurls, mari kite berikrar :

Maka saya,
Protege obesiti,
Berikrar,
Bahawa sesungguhnya,
Akan menumpukan,
Seluruh tenaga dan usaha saya,
Bagi mencapai berat badan ideal,
Dan menjaga,
Pemakanan saya,
Serta perut boroi saya,
Dengan penuh kedaulatan,
Dan kesusilaan,
Berlandaskan prinsip-prinsip yang berikut:

Kepercayaan kepada DIET,
Kesetiaan kepada MENTOR,
Keluhuran ketika BERSENAM,
Kedaulatan SAYUR SALAD,
Kesopanan dan kesusilaan..

*amal kan setiap pagi sebelum pergi claz k... hehehe... *
**petikan dr novel**
"aku mahu saiz s"